Figured I'd post this here since no one who can do anything in real life can say anything on this forum...which is the last thing I need.
Anyways, I log onto Facebook not long ago and find my ex girlfriend has managed to create an account therein. She has popped up as a "suggested" friend by the site itself for me.
Now, for me, this was a no brainer to reject, since all the flashes of what se did to me came back into full perspective, but then another part of me started chiming in its two cents: why? Hell, it said, it's been nigh on two years since "the incident"...why haven't you moved on yet you crybaby?
Naturally I feel a tad upset.
So, thoughts? I mean, even after all the lies, deciet, and the using me only for sex by this girl to whom I would have done anything for but apparently couldn't give a damn about me, should I be forgiving?
I know I should've moved on already and all, but it's so damn hard to do. I'm not exactly what girls consider "prime real estate". Hell, the only real hug I've recieved in almost two years was a few weeks ago from a gay couple when we played Dog Lord. How should I be feeling?
Oh well, pointless ranting...I'm just wasting your time here.
Cheers,
Fenrir
Wed Sep 16, 2009 6:51 pm by jaws900